Immaculate

poetry by lizzy
26 February 2004
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"I had rather see coming toward me a whole regiment with drawn swords than one lone Calvinist convinced he is doing the will of God." ~Anonymous

 

 

every sunrise the stained-glass Mary glows

 

projecting herself through the recorded sermon

 

luminous over vacant pews and polished floors

 

and the Universe freezes the place

 

through splits and creeds and scandal

 

She shines

 

staid in the frigid stone

 

and hasn't burned through yet.

 

 

the collection plates are filled

 

with dust and bones and gold

 

rust and blood and velvet give color to the light

 

and no one is around, no one sees

 

For those who lose themselves in dogma

 

ever cry to the omnipresent Universe

 

 

of women

 

mothers like You, harmless

 

with dirty hands and tattered shoes

 

and sleepless dreams,

 

of scars long healed

 

still red with newness,

 

and winged statues, ever cold,

 

guarding the air of the place

 

hushing the unwary

 

they cry until the deaf remain

 

 

Mary, how do you shine on this

 

and stay immaculate?

 

why does the sun rise through you

 

when there is no light inside?

 

why allow the avowedly blind sight?

 

why shine without reflection,

 

inspire where there is no thought,

 

advise those whose questions have been taken from them?

 

why give solace to those who deny pleasure?

 

why herd sheep

 

when dogs have been trained

 

for more milennia

 

more legacies

 

than you have known?

 

are you the Lady or the Serpent?

 

 

the only answers in the decaying stone

 

come as echoes and a recorded hymn

 

the sterile cool silence that falls between the notes

 

and the shine of the blood that tints the silver collection plates.

 

no one lives here any longer

 

save for the saints

 

who stand vigil over the dust tumbling through the sun

 

as the doors close.

 

 

the seven o'clock service is about to begin.

 

shine brightly, Mary,

 

let your color start out deep red

 

filter out the same inside

 

as the demons take their seats,

 

our lives.

 

they might notice you sometime.

 

something new could happen—

 

someone could see—

 

someday—

 

 

there have, after all, been miracles.

 

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